Smiling again!!

I am putting a smile back on my face. Taylor told me just yesterday that she has noticed a change in me. I said what kind of change...She said that "you smile more now". I took this as a compliment. I told her that I am happier now. My life is being controlled by me and only me and this makes me happy. She said "you don't yell at us as much any more"...your right Taylor I don't because I am finding my happy place more now and I don't need to yell. I am happy..."You have more patience mommy" I told her I was glad she had noticed because I have been working really hard at it!!

I guess that good things can come out of a bad situation. Things have calmed down alot. Mike has been picking the kids up on weekends and spending time with them...he's rude to me but I am glad he's taking them. So I hope you like my smile today and I am wearing it alot lately thanks to my family and friends who have given me their unconditional love and support... You will never know how much I appreciate all you have done for me...you know who you are!!